I've been on a diet. My life is like one big dieting event. I'm doing a kerogen if diet with no carbs and basically I just have protein shakes and a little protein throughout the day. One of the people from my job invited me to a dinner that I sort of have to go to. No excuses accepted and it's a Steakhouse. They know how I feel about dieting and they're expecting me to eat "regular". I only have one carb day which was Sunday. They want me to order a steak and cheesecake tomorrow night and I'm not sure how to react to all of this. I'm thinking of taking a laxative afterwards to get rid off it. I'm not sure how else to deal with it. I guess I'm overwhelmed with life itself and now this is an additional stressor.