I have been trying to fight all my life literally since I was born and I am so tired I am exhausted and it just keeps getting worse people keep telling me it will get better but it hasn't happened it has only ever gotten worse I try to believe them but then history has proven otherwise. It isn't my head anymore and they won't let it go it hurts I can't even I just it is so painful I can't take it I just I can't do this.