Sigh. Update. So, I was driving back from the DHL depot where I'd packed my parcels to return (laptop, phone, printer etc) and I got a call from the guy who offered me contract work to say sorry but he'd just found out that the post had been given to someone else. He said he'd ring me later next week (not holding my breath for that one). Then I rang my current employer to ask if I could rescind my resignation and after a lot of to-ing and fro-ing, they said no, because the new CEO was going to make some changes anyway (read redundancies) and I guess they were pleased at not having to pay me off. On top of it all, they cancelled my leaving do because something urgent happened, so everyone had to go somewhere else. Which all feels really sh!tty. In one way, I'm pleased to have left because it's like that all the time, people being treated badly, but the money was useful and I will miss working from home and some colleagues. I don't know what I will do next but I am tired. I've just scanned some ads and there's plenty out there but I feel like I need some time out to think. I don't want to loose that feeling of freedom and happiness that it had until recently, just because of a short term panic. Once I calm down, no doubt I'll settle on a plan, but I just wanted to post here and vent. We can never presume to know the mind of God, and I'm sure He will look after me. I think I'm going to go for a swim and a sauna and a sunbed tomorrow, change how I feel physically. Thanks for listening.