This is just for me personally, in my darkest moments when I would wake up in the mornings, I would get nauseated because I was still alive & had to face another day.
But, I never wanted to die bad enough to even consider making a plan.
Also never had any addiction issues thank goodness.
My pdoc increased two of my meds & that helped quite a bit.
Would your husband just consider seeing his reg physician about depression?
Wish you the best. Have been there with my hubby as well. He hasn't drank since 1997 but his depression is still a struggle.
You are not alone.