I forgot my meds today and have been strangely fine - I've literally gone from wandering around zombified and so anxious and ruminative I could barely function, to being a giggly, mad idiot whose imagination keeps her effortlessly entertained and calm. It feels a little dirty after so many weeks of heavy thought. I'm going to resume tomorrow, but still - I've had this uptick in creativity the likes of which I've been waiting for for months.