Thanks everyone...

I am in the "grips" of withdrawal... the burning.. is intense.. very.. I was on 6 .5mg pills... am down to 3 .5mg pills..

My family doc..pdoc.. do not believe in w/d sympthoms at all really..
Another physican.. that does do w/d... would treat me.. however, you literally have to sign your life away.. every right that you have - to privacy, to involuntery commitment, to be "studied" by med students" to a year of treatment.. ahhh no way..to being labeled a "drug adict" on you medical record.. and med students are a possibility - we are a "teaching" hospital area.. so most likely.. I wouldn't even get to see him.. just his med student..

I did get my pdoc to give me some valium.. yesterday.. so am kinda trying to see what I want to do..
(I had gone on the med at the time of my dad's death one of my abusers)...