He used to tell me he was stalking me. And he is diagnosed with some personality disorders.

I resisted him for a long time. I've been hurt before and am trying to be very careful with who I get involved with. I guess he got past my barriers though. Well, I have been infatuated with him the whole time. Infatuated, but trying to keep my head on straight. But then got to a point where I'm sort of giving up the will to resist....if you will?

I don't know. All I know is...he makes me feel good. Everything might not sound good on paper. But I can't deny the way he makes me feel.