((((((Carrie))))))
If you feel like getting a little more graphic, if you think it'll make you feel better, and you are comfortable enough,you can pm me if you want to go into more detail. No worries, I'm not squeamish or get joy out of other's pain, but I know how you feel. There are times when I'd really like to tell it all on here but you're right DocJohn is doing good in trying to protect everyone.
Hope that makes sense and I don't sound like a weirdo, but friends help friends and I would love to be able to help ease your mind a little.
Take Care of yourself,
Kimberly.