I asked T if he was going to miss me. He didn't say he was going to miss ME he just named traits he saw in me that he was going to miss. I know I have some phone sessions to go before we terminate, but he has not said "I enjoyed working with you" or anything like that.

On my last in person session before and after he seemed busy with housekeeping stuff with the receptionist which he never did before. He was always focused on me even those minutes before a session. I'd like to think he was distracting himself from any feelings of loss too .

I worry that I didn't mean anything to him. Or maybe he didn't like working with me. Sorry feeling bad is clouding everything.