I really hate when people think that people suffering from depression are just attention seeking. I don't know how someone can think we would want to feel the way we do and think about how better off the world and our loved ones would be without us. Of course this isn't true and why would we ever choose that?

But I think what's even worse is that I am starting to think those people are right.... What if I am just attention seeking? I should just be happy. There people that have it worse than I do and my stupid little problems don't matter in the slightest. I just need to grow up like people tell me to.