For me, suicidal is actively wanting to die. Not wanting to live (for me) is above that, but below actively wanting to live. Kinda like not caring if u get hit by a bus, but not jumping out in front of one.
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"I think I'm a hypochondriac. I sure hope so, otherwise I'm just about to die."
PTSD
OCD
Anxiety
Major Depressive Disorder (Severe & Recurrent)
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