Why does it have to be so damn hard, T? We're entering such a critical phase of therapy. I need you not to f up right now. Thank you for having an email conversation with me yesterday about the boundary issue that emerged. It was helpful to express some of my feelings to you via email, rather than wait two weeks till I see you.
I did experience what you said as slightly accusatory though, and I appreciate you saying it wasn't meant to be accusatory when I started to defend myself.
You have a good heart. I just wish things weren't so unsettled with us both missing sessions. I need you right now.