I already answered yesterday but for some reason it does not work


Try it again ....


Thank you so so much the 3 of you for answering .... It helps a lot to know that there are some people listening to you and try to help you ...


Jimi you are absolutely right ! I just have to learn to trust what the pdocs told me ! It's just really hard ! When I went for my appointment I always felt really good and Deep down i knew that i am mit Crazy! Bitte ist always the same...when I start to feel better the "what if" questions just pop in my mind


"What if the pdoc misdiagnosed me?"

"What if I missed telling something really important! Something what would prove that I'm on my way to go crazy?"

"What if because of all my research I yet have insight?"

It's a never ending story like my kind would not allow me to feel good ! Not even a bit


Mama pajama , it helps a lot to read about somebody who could overcome this horrible fear ... It is one of my biggest wishes ,that one day I can say that I could overcome this fear aswell ! But this fear it's with me for nearly 2 years know and it does not seem like she wants to leave at all


Thank you aswell for your answer MusicLover82....

You are absolutely right ... Seeking for reassurance is my obsession aswell ! I am seeking in the Internet , I always ask friends or family and my husband ! Al the time ? Am I acting weird ? Did you hear that aswell ?!? Stuff like that ! An googling aaaaaall the time ! This is aswell like an obsession [emoji19]