I'm not sure how it went. lol It's like I want to eat like a "normal" person but I can't. I didn't think the food tasted as good as I expected. I guess it didn't meet my expectations for the anxiety that I was experiencing beforehand. I did weigh myself this morning and I haven't gained. If anything I've a lost a pound of something but you're absolutely right about being in control. I had my "cheat" day last Sunday and I wouldn't have otherwise. I didn't plan for this dinner thing to happen and it threw me off. I'm thinking there are times that I feel stuck in a situation unless there's something that motivates me to change or an event like last night. I would've never eaten well if that scenario didn't exist. I guess I should look at it as a way to get my feet wet. I'm aware that I can't keep eating the way I do and I would never encourage anyone else to do so but at this point I do feel stuck. Usually if I know I'm going somewhere then I do prepare my meals ahead of time and that's what I've been doing for a little over a month. Anyway I'm over it now and just continuing on. As long as I don't have any other offers then I'm ok.