Thanks for everything today, texts, emails and session. I have to trust you when you say we are finding our way together, that we will find a way, that this is new ground for both of us. I will try to sit on that this weekend and see if I can trust that. So much gets brought up and it takes me so long to talk about the most basic of things that I really do wonder how we will ever get anywhere. I am back to the picture of that shed again. Full to the brim and I just stand there looking at it, unsure of how it can ever get sorted.

I did share something with someone, it was brave, thanks for acknowledging that but now I have to do something with that, that is the hard part me thinks. That sharing has brought someone closer and what do I do with that. The only thing I know how to do it to push them away again but that isn't what I want, that is what I am here to try and change. I need to continue to share with them I suppose, tell them more, but where do I stop?

I wasn't actually expecting a text wishing me good luck but I won't tell you that because it was a lovely surprise and it really helped. I had a good evening at the group and really felt present there.