i think we all want to get better some times it feels hopeless and sometimes we post rather than do other harmful things. i am sure someone out there might just want to post to be the center of attention 9 or something like that) but i would be willing to give everyone the benefit of the doubt.

i have sufffered from depression as far back as i can remember (age 3 or 4) and i can say i have always wanted to get better sometimes in my despair i lose track of that goal but the fact that i am still alive is a clear testimony that i have atleast some shred of hope that i will get better.

I would trade plain, boring annyomous over depressed anyday.

linda