Thanks for answering. I have a school counselor that knows about my panic disorder, but she seems so...fake. I know I keep describing people as fake, but she REALLY is. She says the same things to everyone. We don't click. But only two people in the entire world know about the sexual abuse: my abuser and my best friend. My family is estranged from my distant relatives, and my siblings are younger than me. I don't think that I can take another year of this.