Yes my mother is still alive and no I will not be in contact with her again. I moved because I wanted to get away from this abusive situation I was in with her and my sisters and brothers.

Ozzie you just hit something inside me. This was always the way my mother got to me by bringing me to feel guilty. She wanted me to feel she was the victim and i would do anything she would ask me to do even if she treated me like trash.

Maybe she wanted to bring me on a guilt trip one last time. She sure succeded.

Thank you to all of you! I'm sorry I keep coming on this subjet. I'm having a hard time.

nightdream