WARNING: I do speak of my suicidal thoughts and what causes them. I won't go to too far into detail, and I will use the trigger warning, but this just an extra precaution.

It's been a long time since my depression has started, and I've only recently had enough courage to ask for help. Pretty much, everyone at school ignores me to some extent, my mother only cares about me when I do something she likes or something incredible, everyone at school has some amazing talent yet I'm stuck wondering what I'm good at. Things I used to enjoy doing have become suicidal thought triggers, and I am falling into a pit of hopelessness. I'm alone, scared, and I don't know what to do. That's why I'm here.