I ended with my T a month ago. During our final sessions leading up to the last one and even during the last one she told me many times that she would miss me, our sessions and our space. We talk on the phone to catch up every week and a half or so and she called me tonight and I straight up said "I miss you". She said "I miss you too" and "I think of you often, there are so many reminders of you". I was kind of surprised but it felt so good to hear. I think 12 years of history has made us so close that its natural to miss each other. Now if she only knew how badly I miss her and our sessions.