ok so im not alone then....its just it feels so good when i cant eat...you know? Im so sick i cant eat and it almost makes me happy....i feel like im a nut case because i get happy when i cant eat......when i was sick with the only could eat a banana thing like i mentioned before i lost 16 pounds...i looked like a skeleton...my bf said i had gaunt eyes and my clothes hung on me....and i was the happiest i could be.....i feel so stupid because of it...but ....im kinda glad im not the only one