I have a clinical diagnosis of PTSD, major depression. I am estranged from family who are in active addiction. I try not to focus so much on it, but during hallmark holidays such as Fathers day I do my best. I am in recovery and doing so has changed my life so that I don't choose to attend functions where alcohol is abused. I'm constantly wondering about my situation and if it will ever get better or is this all that there is? It's hard to put a finger on what exactly im worried about! Other family members in recovery? I wouldn't know because I'm accused of keeping my child & myself out of the part atmosphere. I do wonder how they are doing.