On holiday in Sydney. Should be appreciating it but I'm drowning. So mixed. It's awful. Trying to enjoy my holiday with my parents but I feel so damn agitated and numb. Empty. Even suicidal. Feel so ungrateful. Will keep trying to enjoy myself. Two days to go.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features
PTSD
"Phew! For a minute there I lost myself."
'Karma Police' by Radiohead
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