Hi T, maybe I have been testing you, pushing you. You are still there and say we will always discuss it, always talk about it all. That is great to hear and I think I might have exhausted this for now. It seems to be leaving me and I think I might be ready to move forwards after the obligatory discussion about it all. I just hope that talking about it all doesn't bring up even more for me because I want to lay it to bed and get back to telling you about the stuff that has caused all of this.

I bought a purple bear so we can use it to help ground me. I wonder what to call him. I will have a think. I am not going to contact you before Tuesday unless something really gets me messed up, I think you deserve a break. Come to think of it I think I deserve a break too.

Have a great weekend, see you Tuesday