I went in to see my pdoc for my monthly followup fully expecting him to tell me he was gonna have me sent to the hospital when the first words out of his mouth were 'so, tell me about these suicidal thoughts'...UGH!!! Sometimes I hate being honest, but at the same time I know I have to be in order to get the proper help. No changes in my meds at this point, so that seems to be a good sign for now at least.