Ceara hi again,
you and I have that in common,not being able to work because of illness and also I have also been robbed of me my whole life.I never looked at it that way before.I have though had myself and everything I had to give stolen from me and my narc sis and mother took it ,turns out my mother was also in on what my sister was up to and she is only concerned in keeping me in touch with her so she can get me to change my will again into her favor.She is the only 86 year old mother I know that is hoping to outlive her own daughter.How about that?

I have asked mental health services for support as I have lost all my living relatives now either they have rejected me or I have cut them out of my life.I am cutting my mother out of my life now,I won't speak to her ever again,I won't answer the phone to her,she is gone and I won't make the mistake I did a year and a half ago of letting her back in,I cut my sister out knowing she is a narcissist and I knew my mum was too but I forgot how bad a one she was,until she verbally abused me the other day over this issue of my sister letting herself into my house and Gaslighting me.

My biggest mistake when I cut my narc sister out of my life was not cutting my mum out too and not changing the locks,I should have known they would both try to hurt me somehow,they need me to be in pain.

I need to find a therapist too,I need trauma therapy.

I am sorry your sister and therapist let you down,maybe it is for the best with the therapist,maybe she isn't right for you and there is a better one going to come along that will help you more.I wonder if you mind if I ask how old you are?Sorry if you have already said,my head isn't straight right now and I get forgetful when the trauma sets in.

I hope we can continue to talk on here and support each other it is good to find someone i have a little bit in common with who understands.I also have PTSD and schizoaffective disorder depressive type.I have chronic physical illness too.