(((MOUSE))). I am sorry that you are struggling at this time. You have gone through so much progress in the last few months sometimes you just need to stop and catch up with the progress. You are probably on progressive overload at this time, it happens when you are learning to cope with the past and future at the same time. Just try to take things one day at a time MOUSE, I think that it is good you stood up for yourself and left early from therapy yesterday, you needed some time to yourself to try to sort things out that you have just realized within yourself. Take care Mouse. Soidhonia.