Ceara,I will never reconnect with my narcissist mother and narcissist sister ever again,to do so would be to sign my own death warrant.I don't know if you are free from abuse,verbal,emotional and psychological when with your father and family but I have never been free from abuse and neglect from my family.I never want to see either of them ever again.I hope to feel much better and freer and find my own peace returning when the locks are changed.I am not even going to answer the phone to my mother when she rings,cos she will ring.She is waiting for me to crumble and beg her and say she is right about my sister and I am wrong or to hear that I am ill and need her.When she realizes she's lost that one she will change tack and try another tactic to suck me back into her vortex.Hopefully I am wiser to it this time!