Yes, I am there myself. I am extremely anxious and reluctant at the thought of trying to connect to anyone in a personal way anymore. I can't talk about any of this anyway, and like you I am becoming more and more isolated.

I have no advice, I'm afraid, just experiences. I can say that depression and other mental health issues are simply not accepted by most people. At least when we're alone we can be more like ourselves. I don't know about you, but I have found that I cannot be my true self with anyone.