Idk I've always had issues with my parents and being a disappointment to them. I do think you guys are right that I shouldn't be doing this trip I wasn't really expecting the last minute thoughts to be so hard. I think I'll at least give it a day on the trail before deciding to give up on this trip. If anything I can just lie to them and say the altitude was too much for me and at least I can say I attempted it. I did learn quite a bit even if I didn't make my goals.
One thing I learned unrelated to this was how hard it is to book a hotel at 20 years old. Also I guess besides the food I can still use everything I have at a later date and the food will be eaten eventually anyways.

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