Sorry, did I just come across as snappy? I hope not.

But its like I said. I feel these guys are stronger than me. I have buttons that can be psushed and maybe I can be manipulated. I wish it was that easy to just block and ignore people. But that would be very hard for me to do. Unless they are extremely mean and unpleasant and I hate them. But that is not the case here.

I would miss him a lot if we stopped talking. Its been over a year and I feel I've gotten close to him, as strange as that may sound.