Bipolar (untreated led to bad decisions led to being stalked and unplanned pregnancy when single)

Anxiety (from stalking and religion causing me to feel like a terrible person for having unplanned pregnancy)

Borderline Personality Disorder (from stalking, and marrying someone who was abusive because I thought I deserved it. Then led to marrying 2nd husband because I thought my dead Sensei would expect it - to raise her child and be honorable)

General Anxiety Disorder (from life choices leading to constant panic and indecisiveness)

Eating Disorders (from expecting an image of skinny, and eating my emotions).

Agoraphobia (from being fired one too many times, and realizing my entire life had been a series of bad choices caused by multiple mental illnesses).

Physical problems - complications due to being overweight, and vomiting. Right wrist hurts often due to playing computer games since my life fell apart and I am on SSDI. Acid / Gerd / stomach problems do to nerves and eating disorder.

Finally I am on the road to self acceptance and understanding thanks to hitting bottom, and using professional advice and direction to find my way toward sanity.