I think I am going to be having some trouble functioning in the world because my son was struggling. That scares me more than anything. I just want him to find himself and work to stay in the world. Right now he is on my mind all the time. I have to not be too intrusive or controlling in his life. I have to let him come to understand his mind and how to manage his manic depression. But I will always be near by. I feel fear. Its like watching him walk a tight rope without the understanding that he can fall if he missteps. So I am going to a support group next Wednesday to help me to help him and to help me.