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Originally Posted by Wander
TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!
Not sure how to do trigger warnings properly sorry!!!
Scared! Overwhelmed. My parents are my reason to live so I think I will tell my Mum how I feel when we get back. I'm guessing they will take me to hospital, like scary hospital not lovely private one I'm used to as it is not locked. Can't believe I feel this bad...and on a holiday. |
TRIGGER WARNING!!!
Yes, telling people if you are suicidal is ALWAYS the right thing to do. Your life is too precious, and bipolar can be stabilized with proper care. You will get better! Just keep insisting on more care and be honest with the doctors. If you start making a plan while you are in Sydney, by all means, go to a hospital in Sydney. I would tell my parents NOW that I am having these thoughts so they can keep an eye on you.
Vacations always worsen my mood and anxiety because they are a stress on your body and mind. You may feel a sense of relief upon returning, but you still need to be hospitalized.
I'm thinking of you and sending good vibes. Please tell your parents and get yourself to a hospital ASAP or sooner than you get home if you are at risk of harming yourself. HUGS!!! You are precious and loved and things will get better for you with proper medical
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Last edited by FooZe; Jun 20, 2016 at 11:27 AM.
Reason: added trigger tags (to quote only)
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