I'm not trolling. I have never trolled a forum. To me that seems like as much a waste of time as making up fake profiles to chat to people with.
I don't know why my reactions aren't normal. I guess I do have a flat affect. I just try to take time to think about things people say and respond rationally instead of getting upset or defensive, etc.
I tend to be kind of apathetic and detached in general. Its hard to ruffle me.
Anyways I didn't know this thread would go on so long. Its been helpful to me, its given me some new angles and perspectives to look at the situation from.
Thank you for all your help.