Hello lucidity11: The Skeezyks is pretty-much solitary. I am married. But, otherwise, I seldom go anywhere. What I do have going for me, at this point, is that I'm old enough to be retired. So I don't have to worry about going to work. From what you wrote, it sounds like you still do.

You wrote that you have "a chance" to work. It sounds as though perhaps you'd be working as a temp... (?) not that it matters really. The thing is... I know, based on my own experience with solitariness, that it can easily become more-&-more difficult to go out at all. The more you keep to yourself, the more you just want to be left alone. Over time, "I just want to be left alone" has become sort-of a mantra with me. I can do it because I'm old. But, from what you wrote, it sounds like you really can't. You need to work. So please reach out for help to a mental health professional... a therapist, a psychiatrist, or someone else who is in a position to help & support you (not family or friends... they cannot do it.) If you do not, I fear your yearning for solitude is only going to become more intense. I wish you well...