Are you talking about getting better and posting on PC in terms of being related? If so, then I just want to post, but if happens that it helps me get better then that's a bonus.

If you are asking if I want to get better in general, then I would say in some ways, yes, and in some ways, no. This actually requires a much longer answer but speaking of getting better, I have to leave for therapy and perhaps I will add more later.