Thanks again for all the support. I fly out in 6 hours and can stay safe until then. The flight will require lots of meds being trapped and all. I will tell my parents the full deal then. I have already told my Mum enough for her wanting me in hospital so that is where I'm going. I'm lucky to have their love and support or I would not be here. Just hope my doctor can help me. I'm out of hope really. I need someone to help me as I have done all I can. I know I need hospital asap now. Will try get in as soon as I can.