Hi all,

I know t has a boyfriend as she had to clarify she was currently in a heterosexual relationship after she disclosed she had been in a long term same sex relationship and I thought she meant that it was current. Anyway I'm a queer female experiencing romantic feelings for my t.

Ever since I found out she has a boyfriend I've felt kind of jealous. I was a bit thrown that she was in a heterosexual relationship as she really gives a queer vibe, so at first I was just kind of disappointed. Now I find myself thinking about what her boyfriend and what he Is like.

Lately I've felt really jealous that he gets to love her, and have her love him. Also on occasions I get jealous that he's sleeping with her...

I'm not going to tell t as talking about the transference was embarrassing and hard, and we've just moved away from that. I had gotten over my feelings and we've been able to get to a really caring and productive space. I'm worried bringing this up will makes things awkward again.

How can I stop myself from thinking about this? After all she is just my t and a damn good one at that. She deserves some happiness in her life, and I know that it will never be my place to provide that...

Arggh

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