My son's mother kept him from me from the time he was 2 until he was 7. He is almost 9 now. This is the first father's day I will have ever spent with him. His mother kept him from me, blaming my sz. I finally got joint custody last year, but he still calls his step dad dad and me by my name. I am nervous about today, but I've had him all weekend. He has never seen one of my episodes and I hope today doesn't stress me into having one. I am happy, but I have anxiety and stress about it. Hopefully everything goes ok.