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Originally Posted by Widespaces
Holidays and days to honor groups or events have always been tough for me. A person is always expected to be excited about them and engage fully. It is hard to do sometimes with my depression. It must be even tougher when the holiday has no meaning whatsoever to you. Was there ever anyone that took on the role/duties of a father that you could acknowledge today?
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thanks for your reply.. yes, i totally agree with what you are saying.
birthdays fall under that category for me too, and those are the hardest for me.. i just don't get why you want to celebrate another year closer to death, it's just... weird
anyway, back to the topic in question- no, their's no one
i'm unfortunate enough to be born in to a family where i was unwanted from the very start- my father as i mentioned i never met, my mother couldn't wait to get rid of me, even my grandfather had nothing positive to say about me- it sucks.
welcome to the site by the way.. good to meet you