Yes, but mostly when using a mood stabiliser I can use enough skill. Otherwise it's just too psychotic the for mere non-psychotic people to appreciate. No, I don't know what it is, I think it is losing the ability to criticise oneself, but I was best at doing creative things (cf. being creative) when I was younger. It's better but still doesn't really flow when stable.

Would BP always be or is BP always, a disability?