Thank you. That could work. But, and I realize I may be in denial of reality, WHY can't I keep going the way I have been? Why do I have to stop emailing? I can't make her reply, but why do I have to stop? Why can't I continue until therapy ends? Why does my T want to stop her 2 line replies? She just writes something generic anyway! I'm busy with getting my life in order, and have many interests. What is the big deal about giving up email before she retires, dies, or moves away? I'll probably die first anyway. It's not like I have years and years ahead of me! Well, I might but I doubt it.