I agree with someone else that your T is trying to teach you how to self soothe. Go with it and have her help you. I was not taught by my T to self soothe and then she announced she was leaving and now she is gone and I have no clue how to self soothe. I really wish my T had done with me what yours is trying to do. Try to see it as a good thing instead of a curse or something. Trust me when I say it's rougher to do it without her when you are so attached and trying to do it when you are dealing with unbearable grief as I am. You are lucky and I hope you come to see that.

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