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Old Sep 28, 2007, 09:24 PM
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Member Since: Jun 2006
Location: Alberta, Canada.
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Hey everyone, Hi, When will I learn to let go of all this
crap which dogs me everyway it can. I'm sick of always making amends to myself and this goody bull****. I carry
everything I ever did in compartments in my mind. If
I'm mentally ill, why do I need to put up a front all
the time? I now am afraid my secondary illness, OCD is
worsening and trying to find ways to cope.

DB
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I've been mentally ill for 23 years. My first sting was hard to overcome, it accompanied a severe attempt at taking my life. By the time my fourties came I knew I couldn't play denial any longer and I came into a small town to try and make a living. Now I feel I finally belong and things are making better sense. Yes.