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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
today is father's day.
father's day is always hard on me.. i never met my dad, and no one ever told me anything about him (and it kills me not knowing!)
i've asked about it, but each time i've just got the answer.. well, you don't want to know- but their's the thing. i do. i do want to know.
such a meaningless day to me when i think about all the people who do have fathers they can send cards to and stuff.
oh i can't wait until it ends so i can get back to... feeling a little less crap than i do now, or something.
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To me, it is a very sad day, too sad. My father was a good man and was my main helper. I do not know I would have the strength that my father had when fathering us, his children. But I acknowledge he was not perfect and had flows, as well. I miss him. I have many good memories of him but I always remember a bad one: my father was with cancer, he was very afraid and asked me to hold his hand. And I did not do it. I couldn't. I think I was as afraid as he was, or probably I was more afraid than him. But it still hurts me that I could not hold his hand, no matter what.
I cannot imagine your pain, but as I am going through my pain, I wanted to express my solidarity towards you in this day