Thank you Pheonix for your response but I do not want to talk about hurting others with my T as he has the power to place a 72 hour hold on me and I do not want that at all. And if he knew all of what I thought, he could misinterpret and have me held against my will. I am not willing to take that risk as I know myself and if someone tries to hold me against my will I do not know what I will do. But I know I will do what I can to escape that place and I know from experience that I am very capable at fighting unarmed and out numbered.

But then again that train of thought might mean that I need to be held for 72 hours. I'm just afraid of what I feel when they do that.