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Originally Posted by unaluna
OR maybe - young rainbow is still whining because she still hasn't gotten enough. I don't like (I've done it too) that we are willing to accept crumbs really - "just let me love you, you don't even have to love me back." That's what the emailing sounds like to me -[/B] let me love you, and give me enough of a response that I can pretend to myself that you love me too. I will do this instead of changing, instead of facing that emptiness.[B]]Kind of like T is saying, no deal. We need to face that moment of emptiness. Face whatever is in it.
It's kinda chicken or the egg - does the emptiness fade when we've gotten enough?
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I'm not sure if the bold icon worked but una, you hit the target with your reply! I feel what you wrote deep inside of me. "Let me love you, T!" and give me enough back so I can pretend it's real, not therapy!! I want to say those words to my T but I don't know if I can. When is enough? I got enough of holding Ts hand, but not really. I wish it could be forever but I am satisfied. I don't think I got enough of her emails though.