I didn't know this thread had replies until now. My previous thread was deleted or it was moved to a hidden area because I referred to people from another website.
Anyway, apart from the issue with not being allowed support from women, I keep on hearing that they don't have enough funding. In the past, social services paid for my support via Autism Initiatives. That was it. They never really had any dealings with my business thereafter, but the staff would have still monitored everything, per their jobs. Although due to my history of being obsessive over people, they could have been instructed to keep a watchful eye on me. They knew how fixated I'd become on an ex-girlfriend, who I found again. Only, she massively mistreated me and yet I carried on believing she was my girlfriend, when she wasn't.
While they're not exactly coming out and saying it, they're implying I stalked these two ladies. You can read about it in my other threads. Now, I feel like I wasn't stalking anybody.
The higher-ups had them removed from my support rota because they felt jittery because they knew I had a crush on them and then their attitude stunk. When we were still working together, they started to pick on me and shun me. But I was just acting ordinary. It was like they didn't care about me anymore. This made me depressed once they voluntarily removed themselves. Their bosses also initially lied about their status with me (it was written all over their faces) and I'm sure they lied after calling the cops (as there were notable occasions where they set me up).
One time, they pretended they never knew I was arrested, and lied by saying they called the cops because they were "concerned" I'd hurt myself, which is crap. They basically knew I had poor impulse control and if anybody said anything about their decision not to allow me to work with the women again, they could say they 'hadn't decided what to do' and/or just make something up on the fly to say, because I'd have no proof that they were being dishonest. Plus, giving their position as my "carers" and all, they'd have the 'power' and full backing of the legal system too, since autistic people are apparently crazy and liars.
In fact, they also lied to get me to sign away my tenancy over a year ago. The assistant manager told me I had 'rent arrears' and I called the council out of curiosity, shortly AFTER the assistant manager/landlord got me to sign a blank piece of paper with my signature in her office. It wasn't even a document.
Someone at the council claims it was already paid up to January of last year, but they just didn't want me going back there because of my fixation with these two women, and the court didn't want me back there pending the sentencing, so I was bailed to my family's address for months and months, because they kept deferring the outcome for so darn long. They processed me and spat me right out.
Now due to a long break from support (which I had every right to undergo), they are dictating what kind of support I can get since things have changed. So let's just say I asked to work with females (which I won't - oh hell no), do you think they'd actually want to do that? Doubtful. Apart from that, they're aware that I have a court ordered CPO (actually, three concurrent ones), which includes checking in with a supervisor.
I'm really not bothered what anybody says to defend what they did, or whether they may choose to have a go at me over what I did. Those women and that company totally screwed me over. When I contacted them to sincerely apologize for what had happened, the court jailed me over and over again, and I was assaulted in jail once, and I was also attacked in a holding cell at the court. There was even this support worker sending me emails under a pretend name several years ago, yet no matter how many times I cast that up online to look for validation on how I feel about what they did to me, people overlook that. He did it for about 2 years.
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