For the most part, I am completely dissatisfied now, just as I was with treatment earlier in my life. I do better when I do things my way, which is why I haven't taken meds in three days straight. I have two and/or three major, positive, life changing events lined up for this week. I will never seek treatment again, at least not in the states.

Sometimes I have paid a high price for doing things my way, but it's always been better on my mental health. Now, if I can figure out a way to have it all expunged from my medical records.